To myself, I’m sorry if I hurt you a lot, if i’m not doing my best for the thing I have done. Sorry for being getting selfish and getting cursed by yourself. sorry if I don’t eat on time, doing our skin cares and for not getting a proper diet or list of foods that was bad on you. Thanks a lot for being there in times of need you’re my something to lean against cause you’re myself. I hope I repay for your kindness to others, I hope I can compensated you suffering and turn it into strength. I ask for your kindness and you need to strive more in order to get your ambitions and to be a great veterinarian. you don’t have to feel lazy for everything. you have to pursue your dreams and have a decent life. We set a higher goal, so we need to fulfill that one. why do you have to set a higher goals if you’re so lazy?

I  hope you still remember me, I hope you kept some parts of me, I know you will because I know that you like looking back at the things that made you who you are today. Do you miss me? Do you miss this life? Do you still forgive easily? Are you still updated with the latest music? Are you still a good cook? Do you still experiment in the kitchen and create new dishes? I hope you haven’t failed because so far I haven’t. Do you still create songs, poems and spoken word pieces? Do you still play the guitar? I hope you do because writing is your best defense mechanism. Do you still do create art or write at night because your brain is most active at that time? Do you still like writing things down instead of typing it on your computer? Do you still hate proofreading? Do you still fight for what you want but know how to compromise? Are you still opinionated? I hope you are because it’s better to hold your own.

You may be smiling at this letter, even thinking about what even happened all those years ago. To many people, ten years would seem a long time ago but I know that to both of us, it is nothing compared to the grand scheme of things in the universe. I am very curious to know how ten years has shaped us up. I hope to the high heavens that you didn’t marry, and I would really be severely disappointed in myself if I managed to enter married life without travelling the world once, or even just enjoying myself. We are rather uptight folk, so you have my blessings if you get yourself so drunk you have a hangover.  Right now, I am preparing for the final exams. You may remember the panic, but I am literally living it right now. My grades are slipping. You know, the weirdest thing is that your life is in my hands. Ah, time is such a wonderful thing. 

I hope that you never forget to breathe when things get rough; I hope that you don’t make the same mistakes that I did today, go ahead and make new ones so you can learn. I hope that you still quickly pick yourself up when you fall, I hope that still know the difference between what can be salvaged to something so toxic.

#FEELINGMOTIVATED is the hashtag of the past few months in My grade 12 experience in AMA CALOOCAN. We are a graduating student and we need to do our best to ascended in stage and get our hoped-for diploma in our school. So we need to neglect my premonition that ascended is stage is just as easy steps. I need to get up and held up my ass in order to get my diplomas.

Before grade 12 our adviser was leave our school. That was the heartbreaking moments in my grade 12 because it was surely unforgettable moment and she needed to transfer in my old school which is MBASHS or Macario B. Asistio Sr. high school and that was a public school. I guess she is having fun in that school we we’re crying when she announced the bad news that she have to transfer in that school. few weeks later our new adviser was came and she was Ms. Geline ; she is a little bit of prickly but she was a good in terms of performing in the front of our class and we’re loving her and we think that she is our new mother now.

Since we we’re graduating the school works was numerous works and it was really a big responsibility for us, some of my classmate was physically and mentally exhausted in academic performance but we need to strive hard to get our diplomas. The cheer dance came so we need to practice a lot while studying in night and in the morning was practicing our steps in cheer dance, We are having our personal instructor in cheer dance we call him Kuya or Elderly Prolet, We we’re having a hardtime in to learn in the steps that he teach. In the last day of our practice he gives us a penalty and in 10 or 5 minutes we need to squats under our hands the bags was placed in our arms and it was really heavy while in the foot we need to place our phones under our shoes. We we’re crying in that moments because it was really heavy and our hands was getting weary.

Now we feel motivated in our class cause our presidents made a rule that every late in the class has a penalty of 1 min of late was 1 pesos, we need to get up so we don’t need to pay for our late. My 7 months experience was surely unforgettable because of my classmates and how we made act in order to get ascended in stage. ^_^

“Kindness is a gift everyone can afford to give”

Trevor McKinney tells you to pay it forward. pay it forward is about a 7th grader Trevor McKinney, the son of an alcoholic and single mother Arlene. Mr. Simonet is Trevor’s unconventional Social Studies teacher who gives his class an unexpected assignment at their first meeting, “Think of an idea to change the world and put into the action.” Simonet wants his pupils not only to know current events but also to think of making a difference in society. Trevor comes up with an idea.

He will do an act of kindness to three people and instead of being paid back with gratitude. He will ask each recipient to pay back with gratitude. he will ask each recipient to pay it forward to three more people. they in turn in must pay another good deed in three other good people, and so on. Trevor work on a homeless man, his teacher Simonet, and his classmate Adam, Four months later. A reporters car crashes while on a beat stranger gives him his Jaguar to keep a bit unrealistic, yes, but a great action to represent kindness. Being kind usually starts a positive chain reaction.

These movie will give an inspiration to others that when someone shows you kindness you just need to pay it by gratitude, if you want a system to change starts form yourself. even if someone doesn’t repay your kindness you show them that you’re bless and you need to share it with other people.

first that you will do is to believe in yourself and take your problem as a challenge and conquer everything that comes on your way and always bring your heart in every task that you do and when someone approach you to help them. don’t ignore them you just need to listen and its the way of the lord on how to approach the others and shows some humanity even if they cnnot repay you, be an inspiration to others and treat others like a friend not as competitors.

My name is Andrea Fadallan and I’m 17 of age old and I’m going to celebrate my 18th birthday of July 18, 2001. I want to be a Veterinarian someday cause I really loved animals and I’m glad to help them and be part of the life’s. my name comes from my Grandmother cause she really wants to have a mini version of her so she decided to inclined her name after me. My middle name PAGULAYAN stands for my mother surname when she was not married and my father surname was FADALLAN. My parents are married so I got their both surnames.

At home my family are in nuclear stage which is my mom,dad,brother’s and my sister are in one house. My family calls me ‘dea’ so my friends calls me too. It was one of my nickname in other time they call me “andeng or deng” but i prefer dea than andeng Being called by my friends dea or andeng or what weirdos nickname mean special to me, when someone created a nickname to me, it really matter cause I feel like I’m really special to them.

Well… let’s start. I graduated at MBASHS (macario b. asistio sr. high school) this is best school and people began. Those memories are precious. Grade 9 was the best, The teachers that interact to their students and treat their Childrens as a Sons or Daugthers was really a good example on how to build a relationship between teachers and students. Grade 9? I belong in the top 10 of the class and it makes my parents proud. I just challenge myself that I should step out in my comfort zone and try to learn different things which I can use or gather some so called”trophies” in life. my friends thought me that they’re not just my friend they’re my family that in case of emergency I can call them through ups and downs, we will help each other to get every dreams that we wanted. we’re doing some crazy things and sneak out in the class and sometimes we were getting troubled and getting called by the principal. 🙂 Hahaha. I just can’t stop laughing when I remember those days. I have a boyfriend since 2015, so I have a classmate and he’s courting me :(. he’s genius in math, I don’t know where did he gets his solution and when I’m late in class he help me to catch up in the lesson that I’ve missed. that’s so awkward that when you get into a relationship. anyone would pursued you until he gets you and let you behind. 😦

To the teachers that I’ve ever had was teach us on how to be a better person and she really treats us like a grandchild. Until now we still communicate to each other and always get touched when some problems occur.

Hello peeps, I’m andrea and this is my story. Sunday was our family day, way back 2012. My family was use to hang out in this church in bulacan. my father was a devotee in that church, so as we are. That church was huge as a stadium and I’m so amaze that there are miracles happening in that church. Their priest was the the best cause when the “HOMILY” comes you’ve gotta get a lesson and learn how to apply it in your life. for me, divine mercy was a real paradise cause when you look at the surroundings there are people laughing in each other, there are many food stall that you can choose and each stalls sells different variant or kinds of food and the souvenir shop? it’s awesomely beautiful there are rosaries, Braceletes keychains, t-shirts etc. that they sell. 🙂

This photo was taken by My Second Brother Rowell, we are having fun in the parking lot of the church and making some memories to look back. the surrounding was full of trees as you can see in the pictures, there are different kind of tress in that place. name it Mango, Narras and Pine trees. the trees help the surroundings and help you feel better and gives a soothing feeling. So I, suggested to everyone, if you have to take a break there’s a place in bulacan which you can go and breathe from the toxic environment and let yourself appreciate the real beauty of our nature.

Thanks for joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton